I haven't posted in a while because I cant seem to summon the energy to do anything.
Typically, posting isnt difficult for me.
The words usually run faster than i can get them down.
Usually after hard things, emotional things happen, I run here, get it off my chest and I'm good.
But I cant even do that anymore. I don't have any words left. No tears left. no emotions left.
I'm just done. Done with school. Done with the grey. Done with being inside.
I have what they call a blunt affect. Nothing interests me. Not food, not drink, not music, not movies or TV, not school.
The only thing that interests me is sleep. But you cant sleep your life away.
Gotta fake it till you make. You have to keep going, keep pushing.
Just gotta take the coffee and keep pushing. Keep walking. Hope this passes soon.