So normally this is the kind of thing i would talk out with my friends...but seeing as those seem to be a rare commodity these days...
I have met very few guys who i have actually liked
actually thought about after the date was over...none
remembered their name...very few
There are few correlations between the few guys I actually liked
A. We talked - really talked
B. Inappropriate for marriage , great boyfriend material just not someone I could marry.
I like to talk. I think when you discuss things with people you really connect with them. When was the last time I discussed anything real on a date... Can't remember
Why is it? Why is it that the guys that I actually connect with are never guys I could feasibly have a future with?!!
This is such a weird feeling. The only way I could describe it, as childish as it sounds- I'm actually embarrassed, I have a crush. For the second time in my life I have a crush.
I'm hoping it blows over soon. It's a really strange feeling.