AM Inspiration

So..I dont know aboiut you guys but this week has been insane for me..I was studyin 24/7 adn when i wasnt i was feeling guilty and the same goes for the enxt week and a day till my semester is finally over and i can take a break from that G-d forsaken place AKA gSU campus. so as i sit here with my chemistry notes in front of me and i tell myself that eventually I will get through this...im stalling for time cuz Im tryin to figure out what im talking about. this week is parshas tazria metzorah and we all know the basics "dont speak Lashon hara its a terrible thing to do instead make people happy and love every single jew(or married as the case may be as we get older)" we all know the songs we know the basic mussar shmuess dont speak badly abt people Hashem doesnt like it, no one likes it, you may feel good saying it that insant cuz you feel like there is nothing you'd rather say but the second later when it hits you, your shocked - what- how'd that happen- how'di l

Welcome back to real life, i was so excited i couldnt sleep last night. seriously though i really didnt sleep i kept checking the clock being like..i have 2 more hours, one more hour..we've all done it..we've all gone through it and then when it was finally time to wake up...its so cold once i got out i jumped back under the covers..then finally i got up got dressed made myself a cup of coffee for the first time from before pesach and got going and here i am..where i sit every friday wondering what in heavens name im gonna type about this week hoping that my pre-post rambling will make that light bulb go off in my head... we are all home now..at least most of us i think werever home may be and we are all juggling a thousand things at a time,whether you have a bouncing baby boy..three thousand words to write by monday...20 guests to feed friday night after pesach...or that last clep that you just cannot get out of the way...it seems like the list never ends, pesach is over and

so apparently i have to write a double one this week or maybe triple cuz the next two weeks are kind of not typing available if yoiu know what i mean. so this week is erev pesach we are all running likae chickens without a head, everything is insane and we're not so sure which way is up or down, its nice to have a break ie. shabbat. and i just wanted to share with you a shiur that i heard from a highschool teacher of mine ( im part of a moreshes aviva group if anybody has heard of it) anyway, erev pesach is also the coming of a once in 28 ( i think) years event- bircas hachama. this is not a normal phenomena and we have the opportunity this year to be part of this extraordinary mitzva- in this moreshes aviva group that was started in zchus of a girl aviva who was in sem the year before us, got a little sick went home for pesach adn then like two weeks later, her neshama had goneback to its Creator. her parents started this orginization and they put out a calender and every month ha