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de·pend·ence <a href="http://dictionary.reference.com/audio.html/lunaWAV/D01/D0188400" target="_blank"><img src="http://sp.dictionary.com/dictstatic/g/d/speaker.gif" border="0" alt="dependance pronunciation" /></a>   / dɪˈpɛn dəns / Show Spelled [ dih- pen -d uh ns ]     noun 1. the state of relying on or needing someone or something for aid, support, or the like.     2. reliance; confidence; trust: Her complete reliability earned her our dependence. 3. an object   of reliance or trust. 4. the state of being conditional or contingent on something, as through a natural or logical sequence: the dependence of an effect upon a cause.   5. the state of being psychologically or physiologically dependent   on a drug after a prolonged period of use. We all have people i...

I say I believe.....................................  I don't I say I trust ........................................ I don't I say I'm fine.......................................I'm not I say it will be OK.................................It won't Emuna and Bitachon are the cornerstones of our faith. We believe that Hashem is our Father and everything He does is for the best. Or do we? I recently had a revelation about myself. I always thought that I was a go with the flow kinda person. Very chilled, its not that big a deal, life is river and all that. But its not 100% true. This is what I discovered. If I have no expectations about what is supposed to happen, then yea, I'm chilled, really chilled. Doesn't matter what we are doing, I'm good. But once I have decided and planned on doing something and done all the preparations, and then I'm told, nope try again..that really annoys me and that really annoys me. This revelation is deeply disturbi...